I talked to Ben Dutka and aired out our differences and turns out we're more similar than we thought we were in regards to our mindsets. I have apologized to Ben for my actions and he has accepted them and admitted he was a little harsh. I admitted to him I have Asperger's Syndrome and anger management issues and he accepted that the flaming I received wasn't warranted as I was making a valid point. My only error was using a generalization towards Americans.
I'm glad I was able to get a perma-ban reversed. I like PSX Extreme as it's always been a good place that serious console video gamers talk Sony and I'm sure more will join in the future since a lot of people have had enough of Microsoft's BS.
I really want to make amends with the NGR Thug Mansion next. I know there are people like Mav, ThuglyDrunk, Xavvi and Crispy4001 who will never forgive me for what I've said about them and would leave NGR if I ever were allowed back. I like their opinions on video gaming and the world; even if they are rough on each other with the name-calling and swearing. I just want to post there and not have to get into insult contests unless they are in jest. I see a lot of myself in these guys. They don't take their message board seriously; it's just a fun place.
I just want to bury the hatchet once and for all with the Thug Mansion and be allowed to post there again. I didn't deserve my access barred for my comments about Ryan Davis. He was rude to me and I can't show any respect to somebody who only cared about his own self-importance. I know many people loved Ryan but he didn't show me the same.
